What’s bothering me:
- still living bare
- no sacred space
- no quiet no quiet no quiet
- can’t fuck on my own terms
- words flowing out worse than before
- it feels harder to talk now
- head full of shit
- bad advertising jingles
- breathy quotes
- quoteunquote deep quotes
- bad lines
- good lines
- video game lines
- bible scraps
- images I don’t need to think about
- loving hurts
- trying not to be an enabler
- still just a moralizing asshole
- feels like 2012 sometimes
- did I really do this to myself again
- did I really pick this again
- tired
- feel like shit
- tired of always feeling like shit
- tired of phlegm
- tired of allergies
- tired of being tired
- stuck and helpless
- can’t leave and it feels harder to stay
- want to run
- want to run
- really want to get the fuck out of here
gotta get the fuck out of here